Hello,
Self searching, self critical, and having the quality of subjective thinking more than the objective especially in career, you may be pulled towards being lonely, singularity and the spiritual.
2010 onwards you were pushed towards a situation where you had to give every effort for gains received.
The finance sector is one which requires judicious handling throughout your life due to some reason or the other; and particularly after 2010.
The above is a short writing on yourself, as this is an evaluation site.
RishiRahul