As per my readings of your horoscope, you have little chances of being a mother since Sun, Moon, Mercury and Jupiter are very weak in your charts. I think it would be better for you to get reconciled to this situation rather than worrying about it. Perhaps you could take up some career where you can get chances of mingling with small children like being a nursery teacher or the like full time or part time. Accept God’s wishes with all humility and you will be better off in life. There are many parents worrying their life throughout due to unworthy actions of their children.