I dont blame you, it is because of your Ascendant being Cancer , which is ruled by Moon. It controls emotionas, therefore people who are born under the sign of Cancer are highly emotional and sensitive. In your horoscope Moon is conjoined with Jupiter which is a satvik planet. Moon and Jupiter conjunction in the 3rd house which is of friends, neighbors and efforts. It means that even if you try you cannot be bad and malicious towards others.
Such people generally get problems in relationship, because they are sensitive and highly emotional. They cannot choose between what is right and what is wrong. They have strong feelings which come from heart which overrule the mind, as Mercury is combust and badly placed in your horoscope. You should strengthen your Mercury , it will help you make become more smarter in judging people and help you in your relationships.