House Description %Strength Self Analysis
1 Personality, Individuality, Head 32.95
2 Wealth, assets, family, speech, Face 44.59
3 Co-borns, confidants, courage, Hands and Shoulders 35.01
4 Happiness, comforts, pleasures, Heart & Lungs 40.09
5 Children, intelligence, mind, Upper Abdomen 46.50
6 Debts, Diseases, Enemies, Lower Abdomen 38.60
7 Marital Happiness, Small Intestine, Liver 33.81
8 Longevity, Distresses, Colon, Kidneys, Genitals 47.61
9 Luck ,Fortune, Thighs 36.54
10 Career, Profession, Job Satisfaction, Knees 27.39
11 Gains, Returns from Career, Calf and ankles 44.40
12 Wasteful Expenditure, Losses, Feet 31.03
Net strength 38.72
Higher strength for positive significations makes it more potent
Higher strength for negative significations negate the negatives (Debts, Diseases, Enemies, Losses etc.)
Less than 35% – Failed, failure becoming more and more as it goes down
35 to 40 – Passed
41 to 45 – Above average
46 to 50 – Third Class
51 to 60 – Second Class
61 to 70 – First Class
71 to 80 – Distinction
81 to 90 – Excellent
Greater than 90 – Outstanding
Your planetary dispositions are :
Planet Good % Bad% Nature
Sun 14.43 83.92 Malefic
Moon 63.82 35.68 Benefic
Mars 32.12 60.30 Malefic
Mercury 5.45 58.87 Malefic
Jupiter 34.90 62.20 Malefic
Venus 63.42 34.32 Benefic
Saturn 54.48 29.60 Benefic
Rahu 5.45 58.87 Malefic
Kethu 34.90 62.20 Malefic
From the above you will see that your 1st, 7th, 10th and 12th houses are not having a pass mark and only 3 out of 9 planets are malefic and it is no wonder you are having problems as narrated by you.
Only with the advent of Venus period in 2019, you will have some better times though Venus itself is not very strong though a benefic.
Though you have lost faith in God, the fact is only God can help you from your woes and for that I can only suggest you reciting Narayanakavacha and Navagrahasthothra as many times as possible and God will show you a way out if you do so with total dedication and abject surrender at His feet.
Wishing you all the best. You can read my articles in my blog http://navagrahastro.blogspot.in/ to understand the evaluations better.