Your Sun, Mars Venus and Kethu are extremely weak in your horoscope and this has mainly resulted in very low mental happiness in your life despite having a job and associated returns. Also you have quite a lot of wasteful expenditure and causes for having losses in your life. Currently you are having Venus Mahadasa starting from 1995 till 2015 and thereafter Sun Mahadasa is also too bad till 2021. So you can expect peace and some happiness in life only by then once the Moon mahadasa comes into effect. Till then recite Narayanakavacha and leave everything to God who will guide you as appropriate. There is little point in running away from life by relocating to another place which might be even difficult.