What is your educational background and what are you doing now? What is the apparent reason for the lack of motivation or drive? Your horoscope does not indicate that you will have any of such depression! Are you sure that your birth time recorded is accurate or near accurate? Looks to me like your TOB and the resultant evaluation does not match your feelings. As per the given birth details your horoscope has a strength of 67.18% which is graded as First Class though you are only viewed by others as one who has a strength of 42.92%(Aaroodha Strength). Read my articles http://navagrahastro.blogspot.in/ to understand the strengths better.