Luck favours you when you need it most and you do not have to run after it. It will come to you at the most appropriate time. Carry on with your preparations and you will be blessed with what is best for you. Even Arjuna had lost confidence before the Mahabharata war started. So you are not alone in this world in this regard. Krishna in some form will be there to guide you.
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