You are in the midst of 3rd and 12th lord (of Vyaya/Losses) Jupiter/Guru-dev Maha-Dasha since December 2019, as per Vimsottari Dasha system. He is Vakra/Retrograde and not really a benefic for the birth-chart. He is placed in the 11th house of Labha-Sthana and participates in Rashi Parivarthana with Badha-Karaka Mars/Kuja. Current Antara is that of Lagna Lord Saturn/Shani-dev, who is placed in his Neecha or debilitation sign in Mesha Rashi. To make matters worse, Moon/Chandra is uncomfortably placed in the Ashtama-Sthana, reflecting some weakness in your mind.
Incidentally, current transit of Saturn/Shani-dev in the 2nd house of Kumbha Rashi and influence over 10th lord Venus/Shukra – not to mention Ketu’s transit in the 10th house of Karma-Sthana.
Please consider seeking help and guidance from knowledgeable and experienced folk for suitable remedy.