Hi,
I’m inclined to think there were opportunities in your early adult life. It would help if you were to provide some insight to help set the context. Further, there seems to be opportunities for an unconventional marriage/relationship… unless you give up hopes and stop pursuing possibilities.
Incidentally, you seem to have a fluctuating/indecisive mindset, with limited emotional attachment and such issues, given that Moon/Chandra is caught in the Ketu-Rahu axis and strong aspects of Mars/Kuja and Saturn/Shani-dev. So, it would perhaps make sense for you to consider calming your mind by practicing Yogasana, Meditation and Pranayama.
Take care…