I am trying to test your timing first please reply of any of them is right then I will answer to your question.
These days are you regularly watching videos and movies related to political struggle and related to overthrowing a government and in which a person brings old financial facts and frauds done by the authorities to light. But then you drop that movie in between and never completed it. But after watching it you had lot of struggle at your work place over responsibilities and after which you took a break.
Are you abusing mentally as well openly creating a bad name of your superior who happen to be a female in anger while talking to your collogue because of your argument over a minor mistake causing a not so big lose which you