@ Haritesh,
There are many reasons why you are confused and thinking of the future. One of the main reasons is the 12th house of your chart. Rahu occupies the 12th bhava in the bhava chart, Saturn, Mars and Jupiter aspect it. Saturn is a badhaka for your chart, Jupiter is associated with rogasthana along with Venus, Moon and Mercury, Mercury and Saturn are in an interchange of signs. Mercury is also in Rahu’s nakshatra, Jupiter in that of Mars. The net effect on the 12th house is very murky. (I tend to think you are haunted by various and peculiar dreams as well). On top of this you have the Moon close to Saturn as also the Sun and Mercury representing the intellect are both in the nakshatra of Rahu. Transiting Rahu is also in your 12th in Saturn’s nakshatra.
You are running the dasa of Saturn too.
Reciting any Navagraha Stotra daily will help. So will visiting temples of Lord Shiva. A few minutes of meditation daily will also help.