Hi,
I’m inclined to think later part of your childhood and prime formative years have not been the best. So, kindly provide some insight/background to help set the context… more specially about your father, educational background, career (I’ve again inclined to think there have been challenges) marriage/relationship with your spouse etc.
On the sidelines, I’m inclined to think you have acute anger/temper issues and have a pressing need to calm down. For the records, Jupiter/Guru-dev is a benefic for the birth-chart. But him being placed in his Uccha-Sthana or sign of exaltation and his association with Ketu, while being caught in the Ketu-Rahu axis and mutual aspect with Saturn/Shani-dev is not a good sign.
Take care…