Madam
Your 1st cusp sub lord is finally signifying Mars. Moon is in Mesha rasi. You will not cherish the idea of others. Your 2nd cusp sub lord is Saturn and finally signifying Mars. You are very secretive. You also aware that God gives you forethought of the happenings to those who have pious thoughts. Hence you don’t need to know the longevity of your husband and preparing mentally. You are very pious. Please understand.
Good Luck
JVS Rao (KP follower)