Hi,
You are inching towards the fag end of Rahu Maha-Dasha and in the midst of Moon/Chandra’s Antara. Moon/Chandra is a weak by way of his placement in the 8th house or Ashtama-Sthana, Where he is neither happy nor comfortable and will be detrimental for related significance. Mars/Kuja is a top class malefic for the birth-chart. He is also awkwardly placed in the 7th house of relationship…where he is neither happy nor comfortable and will be detrimental for related significance. The two have made you very emotional and extremely temperamental. Lagna lord Mercury/Budha being Vakra or Retrograde and being preoccupied in a Graha Yudha or Planetary war with Sun/Ravi is not a good sign. On the sidelines, Sade-Sathi or Saturn/Shani-dev’s transit across natal placement of Moon/Chandra would have made it a bit more tiresome.
Incidentally, you started your life in Moon/Chandra Maha-Dasha, thereafter you’ve been through that of Mars/Kuja Maha-Dasha and then transitioned over to that of Rahu Maha-Dasha. In my humble opinion, life has not been easy for you. Rahu Maha-Dasha at best has been a bit of a roller-coaster ride and your experiences are perhaps consistent with that of Rahu Maha-Dasha.
It would perhaps make sense for you to consider propitiating and appeasing Rahu.
Take care…