Hi,
I guessed as much…you’ll need to tone down your expectations and be flexible enough to consider unconventional alliances if you are truly interested in getting married (which in any case seems to be delayed). That said, your temperament will continue to be a hinderance for a happy and fulfilling married life.
In any case, if I were to make an unsolicited suggestion…it would perhaps make sense for you to consider alliances from distant land and better if in-laws live away, for you’ll have a hard time living in a nuclear or joint family.
And, quite honestly (request you to kindly bear with me) I would encourage the groom’s side to exercise caution, if they were to seek guidance on potential brides with such temperament.
Take care…