@Buddy Sir, Thanks a lot for your view. You are right and have said correctly.
I have Pitru-Dosha, Marriage failed, Job success was difficult (I was successful) and fell from top multiple times. Then each time have to built again.
Government work/dealing Always challenging.
I am the only one in my family who went to Gaya (State: Bihar) to do pind daan , remedie for Pitru-Dosha, When living with my mother in INDIA did multiple remeides like amavaysa, daana… etc.. Daily prayers.
Now for sometime i have became more like let the life go and focus on Karma, just take 5 minutes GOD name and do karma. Will not say i am turning to be atheist… but i don’t see myself able to change anything, have to go through pain and learn to live with it, until the better times come up.
Just as hobbyist astological science amazes me. Thanks again for your time.