Hi,
“When i was in 20-30 anger was there.. but somehow anger has faded away and converted to emotional frustration… “
Age and life experiences would have probably mellowed you down a little bit. But then, anger is very much there… raises and shows its ugly head once in a while. It is not easy to mask it all the time. By the way, bottling up emotions is not a good thing either – it is bound to explode sooner or later.
“2012 – 2022 was the best relationship with my BOSS who became Best Friend, we accomplished a lot together and he died in 2022. Strangely i always had the great relationship with my direct supervisior, something goes against the chart prediction..”
I’m inclined to think you are somebody who has scant respect for folk (more so with regards to boss, manager or direct supervisor and more relevant for salaried/full-time /direct positions, where there is more skin in the game and not in contract roles) who you think are not capable.
“Is it the dirshisti you meant?”
Drishti and aspect are the same… so, I was indeed referring to the mutual Drishti.
“P.S: I have questions for future but i have learned NOT to think about them and waste my today.”
Good for you… but then easier said than done.
Take care…