Hi,
Beyond whatever I’ve called out, I’m also inclined to think you are a bit of a stubborn (with strong-fixed views and perceptions) person and will rarely seek help, heed to advise or guidance from others. So, no matter what I/we share, you will continue to have the old/previous perception and will do whatever you are inclined to – something that can prove to be detrimental for your own good.
But then, the current time and issue demands of you to think a bit more, consider/validate new perspectives, ideas and if need be, change your mindset. It will help you tide over such issues/situation.
PS: Request you to kindly bear with me and my opinion… that are purely based on my observation and understanding of your birth-chart (factoring-in my/our disadvantage over a virtual forum… where we miss out finer details). You are more than welcome and are free to ignore anything/everything I’ve shared thus far and can seek as many alternate opinions as you feel like.
Take care…