Hi,
Please disregard the previous post and consider the following…
Given birth-details seem to place the Ascendent or Udaya Lagna in your birth-chart in a Cusp or Sandhi, barely crossing over to the Zodiac sign of Cancer or Karkataka Rashi. So, it would make sense to consider Birth-Time Evaluation (BTE) and/or Birth-Time Rectification (BTR), by way of cross checking your life time events/experiences.
In any case you Ketu has been active since your early childhood (since very early formative days) and seems to be the root cause of your loneliness, disgust and/or frustration. Currently, you are in the midst of Ketu Maha-Dasha (as per Vimsottari Dasha system), after a long Mercury/Budha Maha-Dasha. Incidentally, Ketu and Mercury/Budha are too close for comfort and are at logger-heads with each other (they engage in planetary or war or Graha-Yudha). Assuming the given birth-time is accurate, Mercury/Budha ruling the 12th house of Vyaya/Losses is not really a benefic, So, in effect apart from loneliness, you would also be experiencing losses/expenditure etc. Apart from these, the last couple of years would have been a bit unpleasant with fights/arguments etc., considering Ashtama-Shani or Saturn/Shani-dev’s transit across the 8th house of natal placement of Moon/Chandra.
Given the situation, it would make sense for you to consider propitiating Ketu as per your religious faith and belief.
Take care…