Hi,
On my part, based on your birth-chart and my observations / understanding of the same, I’m inclined to think you are currently based far away from your birth-place – a distant place and perhaps foreign land. You also seem to have anger / temper issues and have been through a very tough 2-3 in the recent past. If true, this aspect (anger and lack of understanding between you and your spouse) might be at the center of your concern / anxiety about family expansion (by way of giving birth to a child and parental pleasure) – although it would make sense for us to validate the same by observing / understanding your husband’s birth-chart.
Take care…