Hi,
As per the Ayanamsha I use, your Udyaya Lagna or Ascendent is placed in the Zodiac sign of Pisces or Meena Rashi. 12th lord of Vyaya/Losses Saturn/Shani-dev and Ketu are placed alongside… is not a good sign. You see, Saturn/Shani-dev is not really happy or comfortable being placed there and can be detrimental to related significance… is a sign of life possibly being a grind.
On the sidelines, Moon/Chandra is placed in the 8th house of Randra-Sthana, making it Ashtama-Chandra. He is never too happy or comfortable being placed there and can be detrimental to related significance. To make matters worse, he seems to be adrift in the middle of nowhere, with very little support on either side of the flanks, making you a bit of a lonesome person, with few friends and limited social life. He is also in Sukshma Parivarthana with Rahu, at the Nakshatra level, is not helping your cause…
Incidentally, you’ve started Maha-Dasha of Saturn/Shani-dev since later part of 2023. So, it would make sense to get over the thought of easy life and kindly consider propitiating Saturn/Shani-dev. There is also a strong need for you to calm your mind and strengthen it.
Take care…