You have been passing through a period of Shani (Saturn ) Sade satti. This 7 1/2 years period can create lot of obstacles and hindrances. In your case it was more as Moon is also debilitated. The period after 2020 will change things for you for better. You should start doing meditation. It will give you good health and also help you get rid of depression. Read Hanuman Chalisa for benefits.
Blessings,
Navneet Khanna
Astrologer