in 2015 i was walking down the road when a dog bit me. this caused immense leg damage and i was admitted to hospital for a week. this is when my life took a dark turn. i couldnt walk properly anymore. daily i used to commute 5 kms as a labourer in mumbai railway station. now my capacity had reduced. this gave financial trouble for me. depressed, i was hospitalised for 3 months after a failed suicide attempt. even after being discharged from the hospital, my mental issues persisted. i decided to gamble. i put all my money in forex and prayed to god. this was a hit or miss situation. thankfully, god was on my side and i gained immense returns from 2017-2018 enough for financial retirement. in 2024 i got a little greedy and lost half of what i gained from the crypto market. now i am back to depression and i have no interest in life anymore. could you guide me?
dob jan 3 1992
5 30 am
Dharavi, Maharashtra, India