Hi,
Assuming birth-details are accurate, Udaya Lagna or Ascendent in your birth-chart is placed in the Zodiac sign of Taurus or Vrishaba Rashi, loosely conjunct Jupiter/Guru-dev and Lagna Lord Venus/Shukra in the 2nd house…being bothered by low-profile miscreants Maandi & Gulika.
Incidentally, 5th lord Mercury/Budha is placed in the Zodiac sign of Leo or Simha Rashi and posited in the Lunar Constellation of Magha Nakshatra, ruled by Ketu. Further, he is loosely conjunct Ketu, while being caught in the Ketu-Rahu axis. For the records, Ketu co-lords the 7th house of Kalathra-Sthana…so, chances of falling in love exist. But then, sustaining the relationship will be a challenge.
In my humble opinion, there are limited Yogas for marriage in your birth-chart. Lagna Lord Venus/Shukra is placed precariously… very close to Mrityu Bhaga and within the fatal Trimsamsa degrees. This in some ways is diluting the good Raja-Lakshmi Yoga (a good Dhana Yoga) time period – that of Saturn/Shani-dev’s Antara in the midst of Venus/Shukra Maha-Dasha.
On the sidelines, you seem to have some fascination for unconventional relationship and outlandish or foreign taste… But then, you also cannot seem to let go of prevalent socio-cultural norms. So, you seem to have gotten into a catc-22 situation.
Take care…