Sun, Mars, Jupiter, Venus, Mercury are powerless in your horoscope and that is the root cause of all your problems. You will get quite a lot of relief when your Kethu Mahadasa starts in early 2020 and you will have to endure it out till then. Perhaps a relocation from your current place of residence to a far off place could help where you can do your work of choice. There is strong Pravarjya yoga and marriage is not going to bring you any happiness at all. Spiritual thinking and yogic treatment could help you out under a proper Guru whom you will have to search out for.