Hi,
By the way, you could asked for alternate opinions from more knowledgeable folk, in the same thread. Isn’t it?
Back to your post…any reason why you would have apologized to him several times? Hopefully, you realize saying sorry unnecessarily might be yet another instance of displaying your weakness (if any).
In summary (my humble opinion), you seem to be displaying all your weaknesses (if any) and desperation…something that may not help your cause.
Take care…