Hello I was taking to this guy I really liked one month ago. He was pretty much everything I was looking for in a guy. I was really happy. I felt like finally my wait is over and god has finally given me the person I have been looking for.

Everything was going well. Then he became a bit distant and I asked him what was wrong. And he told me implicitly that I was a distraction and preventing him from studying for his big exam. And he told me straight that he was looking for anything serious for one year.

I was so hurt so I told him I didn’t want to be in the way of his goals. I also felt that if he couldn’t balance his life now and prioritize me now how will he do that in the future.

Anyways… I was wondering if there is any chance that he will come back to me. I keep on having dreams about him. And I think about him all day. I was really hoping I was going to one day marry this guy.

Dec 29 1991
Toronto, Canada