Dear umamaheshwara sir,
Sorry i didn’t read your comments before as I missed it.i appreciate your reading.
Actually someone told me my Saturn is bad and my mahadasha of Saturn will be bad. I got scared. So asked in this forum. Since I have very little knowledge on astrology I got scared. I have a child.i am divorced as my ex was manipulative and a cheat. Due to which I have trust issues as a result I can’t trust anyone and always live in anxiety.