I am writing again in this group. I tried asking regarding my career previously but there is no change since then. It is been 1 year now. I got so many interviews but still no job. In some interviews, they said I am the candidate and I was at the last round but then they rejected me. All my self-esteem, confidence is very down. I don’t know how will I do good in my life. I feel like there is no point in doing all these. I am searching and applying for jobs day and night trying to learn more. I am so mentally tired now. At the starting of this year I was so depressed I thought of committing suicide. I am currently living in Europe but soon I am going back to India as my visa got rejected. I have no life now like 0 zero social life. It is being so stressful now. I feel useless. Can anyone please tell me what is waiting for me in near future? I had a dream of pursuing PhD but with this mental state, I don’t know-how.
DOB 25/03/94
Time 2.20 – 2.23 pm afternoon
Place Serampore, West Bengal, India