Your Sun, Moon, Mercury and Venus have poor strength and that could be the reason for your problems. You should try to relocate to a far off place, ideally to another country which could help you regain your mental happiness.
What is your current place of residence and how long you have been there? Often planetary positions when at the place of birth are powerless may become powerful when you change the place of residence to some 2000 kms or more away from birth place due to transit influences of planets which you could take advantage of. You will have to consult a good astrologer to evaluate such transit influences at different places of transit and select the best if possible. May be Japan is not the place for you.
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