Either you forget about it and enjoy what comes your way. Sometimes it is better to be happy with what you have rather then be in a state of misery in expectation. If you believe that your relationship is good and worth keeping, despite it not having a legal stamp to it. So be it. Marriages which are legal but don’t have the fun, what good are those. Only legally they are husband and wife, but in terms of relationship they could be sleeping in different rooms.