Life is a mixtures of gains and losses and we never take back anything when we leave this world. We leave everything behind. Nor did we bring anything when we were born. Your entire period of life is being looked after by God, the creator and He will continue doing so. These are all some phases of life, like the ones we have everyday. Keep on trying and you will get a job you deserve where you can excel in and earn your living well. Timing of such twists and turns are very difficult to predict. The second half of this year looks good for you. Let us wait and see.