Im writing in tears
I have no future,jobless since 2 years,getting no desired job,because of one job i refused which i got from the recommendation of an uncle and which was not suitable for me,my uncle called to say i refused,ma mum has been taunting me for 6 months,i was even beaten up when she found out i refused.
She told me she must have done big sins in her life to get a daughter like me.
That I planted a knife in my father’s back by refusing a job.
For them the issue is society,they feel ashamed when people ask what i am doing.
Im still coping with the fact i got rejected from the educator job application and dont even know what direction my life is taking.
all my dreams have been broken,i am directionless and i feel very lonely.
Ive fallen sick,i get panick attacks and i keep crying.
Give me some insight about my life.
Dob 14aug 1992
place moka mauritius
time 01;25am
thank u