Dob: 12 nov 2005

Time : 7:25 pm

Place : Muzaffarpur bihar

Hi , I’ve been confused about my ishtha devta for a long time , I know 😅 ishtha devta is the diety closest to ones heart , but I have 3 dietys for whom I feel most strongly hanumanji, shivji nd devi ma , I am confused as to which one of them it is , earlier I used to think it is shivji ,in these past few years I started worshipping hanumanji so I thought he might be my ishtha devta , my parents are devout bhaktas of hanumanji nd shivji , I’m named after them. But I left his ,upasna since I felt my temperament was not right for it he’s a paramvaishnav nd naisthik bramhachary, nd where I come from meat nd fish is a very integral part of our diet nd Bramhacharya was hard for me since I was very young , nd at this age hormones are not quite In control I’d say , 😅 so I couldn’t maintain Bramhacharya for much long ,most far I’ve gone is 2 weeks , though recently I’ve made progress nd am learning to maintain it slowly , so after leaving hanuman upasna I started doing devi upasna , which I found very fun nd easy to do , nd it suited my lifestyle also , perhaps becoz I’m a maithil brahmin nd historically we’ve been shaktas so our lifestyle is quite attuned to devi upasna in general also , I even did two small anushthanas in last year Sharadiya nvrartri nd this years ashadha gupt nvratri , it was a blissful experience , what I want to ask is who out of these 3 can be most likely my ishtha devta, my chart shows whose signs to be my ishtha to be the strongest nd whose upasna will suit me the best nd be beneficial to me , thanks for reading till here , 🙏😊

Om namashchandikaye.